Blossomblue

I was dressed in a worst way possible for no reason and walking rather a haunted road.As usual ear phones in my ears, i was carefully listening to the song.As it was best suited for my black mood.I wasn't sure if i was angry or upset cuz of my loneliness. I kept on walking, without knowing where i was headed to. I dint have any money to go for shopping.

I was thinking about Cupid for know reason. I keep talking to him quite often.Asking him why he keep encountering me with his stupid arrow. The smell of spicy food caught my attention. Then i realised , i forgot to feed my poor stomach. I badly wished some one would take me for a dinner. But this thing called LUCK never strike to me on right time.

I lost track of the path, i just turned back to trace back my road. I walked way too much lost in my never ending thoughts.As i was walking my Ipod stopped playing, Shit ! I should have charged it, i thought to myself. Now that music wasn't playing the road i had taken seem to be a very quiet, n a li'l darker than before.I again started to think, what if some one comes and try to mug me or kidnap me!? Well, it never happened to me before. I have seen lots of horror movies, so i kind of knew how to handle such situations.

I kept on walking slowly. I looked up at the sky, i found the moon beaming at me. I begged the stars to sprinkle some kind of luck on me. Hmmm it looked like This whole universe is just some cave like place where every thing is put in its place. Stars, after all mere stones may be! I was driving myself crazy with my weird thoughts.

Suddenly i jumped when the dog started barking from the top of the lungs. I couldn't actually make out from which house the dog was barking from. I looked back and found a man walking towards me. Good Lord, Did he read my mind n came here to kidnap me!? I asked quickly to god.. It felt liked he was smiling at me.I thought he must be that psycho my Friends have been warning me about.I couldn't clearly see his face in that darkness.

I started walking swiftly, then started running. I saw him running right behind me. It felt like my mind went numb, n stopped working. I was thinkin hard whether to scream for help or not.Luck dint strike, but bad LUCK surely did. I twisted my ankle slightly n fell down. Shit! I said it out loud. He came so close to me i was all set to scream. I caught a glimpse of his face. His deep black eyes, hypnotising smile struck my heart, He laughed out loud n helped me get up.

OMG! that was the boy i was so madly in love with, but never had the courage to say hi.My mouth was hung open wide. I realised i was looking like a stupid. Why on earth do we have meet like this. He brought me to real world. He said hi, n stretched his hands. I held his hands a little tight.My hands felt so small, in his tight grip. I saw you dropped your Ipod, i thought i ll return it n take you for coffee,he said without realising that i forgot to breath.

He returned my Ipod n i was still not ready to open my mouth to say. Its now or never, i thought.Thanks, i said in a rather faint voice.My clumsy dress made me so embarrassed. But still i couldn't stop staring at him.Well, by now he might have known that i am in some way crazy about him. He then took me for a dinner instead of coffee. All the way laughing at me until his eyes were filled with tears. He took me for a dinner , where i wished for some one to take me, Wow! Was that luck!?Or Cupid!? :)

Through out the dinner, i found him very easy going. He put me at such ease, i forgot how badly dressed i was.He walked me to my room. He held my hand while walking. Silent walk holding his hand would always remain the most precious moments of my life : A walk to remember. I felt like Cinderella. Cinderella n her prince Henry walking the royal path. This thought felt so real to me. Cuz that night whatever i wished was granted to me.I made another wish silently. In my heart i wished, this boy right here, who has captured my heart, be my Prince charming.

He kissed me good night on my cheeks, which were a little cold. His warm lips made my heart skip a beat. He said, Now please go and sleep, don't think about walking at mid night, giving that smile away which makes me feel, my heart doesn't belong to me any more. I promised him i would sleep. I watched him walk away.Cupid finally struck me with right person. I blew a flying kiss to Cupid. How strange the night was, When i expected the least i received the most of it.

I felt happy for myself. Thanks for the Shoe, oops i mean Ipod! :p

Cinderella found her prince charming. What more could she ask of her life!?

Life once takes a turn, you cant go back in time. Now i wonder what are my priorities in life!? I am growing older, but at the same time my confusion is also growing.When will i ever have a clear mind!?? When will i be able to clearly make a decision on my own!?? For pete's sake when will i really grow up!????

Honestly, I try really hard to understand this thing called LIFE!! Which makes me cry,laugh, forget things, prioritize everything, .. Why cant i live a life of eve in a garden of Edan, but of course without Satan poisoning her mind..Why am i Cupid's victim every single time!???Why do i struggle to be perfect! Why on earth should i behave myself in office?? I mean nobody is questioning me though..I feel like my charm is slippin away ... Dunno wat to do!

Its funny how priorities keep on changing in life without our knowledge.When we get what we wanted the most we lose the fun of the game, taking that thing for granted. We realise the value only when we lose it!

Gone are the days when i used to write every tiny detail about m crazy outings, Scary night outs.. Gone are the sweet days i used stay awake till late night like an owl thinkin about Edward Cullen[ Not tat i don think abt him now ]But things have changed.. My priorities in life have changed as wel.

But Of Course Love has its own top priority.. N music as well.Friends came and departed.. At some point life was shattered into pieces..Life moves on, no matter what happens around us.. We get used to the changes so very well without knowing. Now when i look back, i feel what a drastic change!!

I horribly miss curling up in my blanket and reading my favorite book. I miss eating hot maggie while watching a movie. I miss my silly writings. I miss my poems.I miss my blog!I miss every little thing which once made me happy.Like Sidney Sheldon, how his books made me go crazy. Harry potter, how i so badly wanted that wand, and kiss harry at least once..Edward Cullen Irresistible lovable vampire loving me in my dreams.. Avril's songs ..

I am missing something, but dunno what!? Some things in life changes, i agree. But some facts like my confusion is stubborn to fade away!!

I am still the same old Confused girl !! Your same old Broken Angel !

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